1 time, 2 times, 3 times...

Started off...
as a really good day but suddenly...some things just changed...
Was really in a bad mood, so down yet so calm. Was with a few friends at 1Utama. Didn't want to show what i really felt deep down inside of me cause it will only make their day turn bad. Waited as they left...i went straight to my car...sit in the car while listening to evening falls for 2 hours. Sat in the car for 2 hrs contemplating, thinking and trying to understand some things and the logic of things and human minds.

I'm yet to understand these things. It's easy but not everyone think alike.

What else can i ask for?
I'm so down, still until now...no mood to eat or drink. I'm very hungry, didn't have any dinner.
Didn't have the mood to go out and eat or even stop by a mamak.
This is the life of me...

What else did i say?...
just found out that my cousin who's suppose to come down to kl won't be coming down at all. and the other one supposed to come back up to kl is cancelling his trip too.

posted by Shaz @ 12/12/2005 10:04:00 PM