(Blog Update For 24th March 2006)

It must've been love that brought all of us out this lovely friday night. Seriously, if friends don't love or care for each other...we wouldn't go this far or this long in this friendship.

Let me tell you a lil' something about me...When i came back to Malaysian end of 2000, i knew no-body here. The only ones i know were my cousins.

As i entered Apiit, i met a whole new lot of friends. But everyone seems to have their own cliques and their own friends to hang out with after classes.

Being new in town and the very open me...i made friends with my classmates, but i never knew that our friendship would go this far...

For me, friendship is a very precious thing that is sometimes can be hard to keep or maintain, everyone has their own perspectives of friendship and no one can force each other to like one-another.

I've known Maman and Ziyad from the first day at APIIT and they've been there with me and for me almost all the time when i need support and all. As for Deena, i've known her since i was on holiday in London - she was living there..., we met back again when we were in APIIT. Albert on the other hand, know him when i first joined AMP Radio Networks @ Xfresh / hitz.fm Teen Community.

And till today, our friendship are as strong as big metal pieces. Although once in a while, a few of us would be "merajuk'ing" with one another or be angry with each other about the smallest stuffs in life...but it will all be gone the next day. This is what i call a real true friendship that speaks thru our hearts.

Now, since every1 has graduated from Uni and are working...we all each have our own path way of life, new different group of friends to hang out with - those that have relates to us in many different ways, but still..in our hearts we share the same thing and we still keep our relationship close and try to go out with each other when we can.

You see, now that we're working and all..we have to understand each other's schedules...stress levels and much more. Sometimes its hard to accomodate to others and go out with everyone. Although we love that someone, we wanna go out with them...we just simply can't do it all the time. Sometimes those may be angry at us...but sometimes they'll give leways and all. But what i've learnt here is that no matter what, we'll always be there for each other when we need and for whatever reason.

My group of close friends here from APIIT used to be of 7 people (team members), but now has dropped to 4 of us. Well that's 4 of us that are still in Malaysia, the rest are still in the country but are very busy with their own lives and sometimes forget about our existence, there's nothing much we can do...we can't force others to adapt to our way of living and all...but they have their own plans that they want to follow. Oh well, what can we do...advice...we did that...but nothing has come out of it.

Anyways, what i really wanna say here is that although i haven't had much time to spend with my close friends from APIIT here, although we consider ourselves like family and all...we still are no matter what. It doesn't matter...really, we don't have to give each other phone calls every day, sms every other minute...but what really matters the most is that we know deep down in our hearts that we still love and care for each other because that's what true real friendship is all about.

I know that i've been busy with Uni and Work nowadays, not to mention going out with new group of friends and all, and becoming all close together...well does it matter if we have more than 1 close group of friends, the more the merrier right...well it is amazing to find out how many friends i have now since i first came into Malaysia. Not knowing anyone and suddenly knowing almost everyone...


Another thing i'd wanna say in this post is that i'm not going to neglect / im not neglecting any of my current friends just because i'm busy with work and studies, although right after this...i'll be mostly busy with work once i graduate from Uni. I'll make sure that i have time to go out with my friends and family too. But hey, how can i do that if i have so many friends...hmmm well that's a problem too but i'm not going to discuss it here. Everyone has a whole lot of friends,but you see who are your friends that you really go out with every single week or month. There are those friends that you may just see once or twice a year or once a month. But does it really matter if you go out with them.

You see, the things about being close with your friends and your close friends is that sometimes or most of the times you may not realise that you're spending too much time with them as time flies by so fast that you won't even notice it. Being with your close friends is a plus thing (well for me la)...spending time with them is good but sometimes you have to focus on your work and studies too.


Well most of you out there who are currently studying, you may not have nothing much to do...going out with friends, movies, arcades, lepaking might be what you do all the time but for some people getting experiences and undertaking challenges is what thrill them the most, as much as they don't want to neglect their friends...they have to do what's right for their future. If FRIENDS can understand each other very well up to a certain point / level, true friends should be able to do this because understanding your friends up to the max is what each other do best...therefore understand them and think on their behalf is what you should do.

You must be asking why or what am i blabbering all about here...in this BIG LONG post of mine...well its just that i've experienced alot of this, being experienced i like to share my thoughts with others. Being loved and cared for by my close friends, family and all...i feel so LOVED and knowing that other than God who's always there for me, i have others too who are there to understand, care and love me for the person who i am. Understand the things that i do, why i do...

Friendly Armed Men
Now, no matter what...no one can break our friendship

We love, We care - friendship is a wonderful journey

*Protectors of Friendship*

(...wow...that's the soft side of shaz...now back to regular programming...)

PS: We were strangers starting out on a journey, never dreamed what we'd have to go through...now here we are - no one told me i was going to find you, un-expected what you did to my heart, when i lost hope you were there to remind me.